tantalize

It is the last week of school before the term break.
Am I the only one who feels entirely hopeless and meaningless in life. The type where I am just breathing to await death. Maybe you will see this as a form of vulnerability or the lack of resilience, but I'm really disappointed and  indifferent towards the mankind. Or is it that I'm just living in another timezone or framework that I can't people with the same standards or values? You know, I don't expect everyone to be the same, or change themselves to suit my liking, because what's good for me may not be perfect in others' eyes. That's the issue. I have problems socializing in this place called, Earth. I can't blend my long/shortcomings to fit others' long/shortcomings. Thus I often feel like a prick in other people's life, and that doesn't feel good. Not at all. This is why I don't mind being alone, at least it saves me from the trouble to work well with people. I think... I think... I have interpersonal disorders. I.E antisocial.