Sayonara

Been really long since my last post uh? School started and so did assignments and there goes my time.

Decided to let the guy out of my heart and free myself from this single-sided love. Always thought that maybe, just maybe, he felt for me. It's now then I accept the fact that all is just self-delusional. I no longer want to live in a self-made fantasy anymore. It is time to brave up and step into reality, the reality where he is him, and I is me. I don't even think I can bring happiness to anyone, so why bother falling in love? Love? ha, something that nobody wants from me. You may think that this is just a typical emotional shitty shit post (which I think I would think so too), but it's really how I feel. Perhaps he is like a cactus, what he needs is the sun, not my heart. The harder I hold on, the more he'll be pressurized, and the more I'll bleed.

Goodbye boy, we'll always be friends.