unforgettable

today marks a very important and significant date. i wouldn't specify what it represents but if you wanna know, you can come ask me.
it happened a year ago on this very date. something unforgettable.
 to many, it was a reckless, stupid, and cruel decision. yet i asked myself, if things were to repeat, will i do the same? the answer is yes. but in a better way.
my heart ached the whole time. but it can never be worse than what he went through.
i can only say, sorry, forgive and forget me. 我有不能说的秘密. i have my reasons.