everything's so fragile

hey guys, it's early in the morning and here i am blogging. to be exact, i slept at 2am, and woke up at 7am. good 5 hours of sleep. nope, i did not set any alarm or whatsoever, everything is auto~
going in a deeper mode: why i slept so late? well partly was because i had work so i reached home late. but i laid on my bed at 1.30am.. through the 30mins, i flipped and turned, thought and fumble. to be honest, i even teared. okay, yes, there are issues going on, but no, i don't wanna talk about them.
so now, why did i wake up so early? it all started because i wanted to pee, but as i return to bed, i can't sleep again... i shut my eyes and made myself a cosy corner, yet my mind is still awake. so instead of wasting my time  on the bed awake yet asleep. i decided to get up and do some homework, hoping it will hypnotize me.

I'm about to break down soon.