spoiled

in an extremely foul mood now. in case you're wondering what, 10% is due to the chem and poa exam i just took. 90% is due to my mom. arghhhhhhh
she always expect me to be smart and always siding and helping her. EH, I ALSO HUMAN RIGHT, I HAVE MY PERSONAL FEELINGS AND OPINIONS.
of course, i know that she dun like peeple to oppose her ideas or thinking, so for major decision matters, like regarding the house expenses, i tend to be flexible about it and let her decide. so if she asks for my opinion, i'll usually say "i don't know" (unless i really like or dislike lah)
so now, she is saying that i don't care about her, never help her do analysis when she bought a household equipment. she say she not blaming me and stuffs like that but kept on ranting about how much she shouldn't trust me and stuff.. EH, FROM THE VERY BEGINNING, I LET YOU CHOOSE WHETHER YOU WANT BUY OR NOT SINCE IT IS YOUR CHOICE.
ok so when she asked me to buy the thing or not, i was like "buy lor"
maybe it seemed like i am asking her to buy, but the choice is her's mah, i also never assert her or what, she ask me then i just say what i think lah.
and she say why i don't know how to analyse and research the equipment then give her advice. OI, IF I SAY TOO MUCH AND YOU REGRET NEXT TIME, YOU BLAME IT ON ME. THEN IF I TIAM TIAM DON'T SAY MUCH, YOU SAY ME AGAIN FOR NOT HELPING YOU, WHEN YOU REGRET. SO WHAT YOU WANT ME TO DO?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
wts. wtv.
okay sua, next time i be your goody good girl, help you do all the research and analyzing, then give you the best advice. then you can tiam tiam. but i bet you won't cause if you feel unhappy or regret, you confirm say is me again.