the clouds that moved away

today had dance again, but yeah, didn't dance much as i'm not involved in the performance.. so, helped out in packing the costumes and props with lisa, jianliang, jay, and clara! was fun sia! cos we found many costumes we never see before, and started trying them on.. haha, damn funny sia! like model liddat.. but ugly version~
then had Chinese project at jingwen's house, tmr also have.. hehe

i miss you, and i miss you, alot.
i dunno why, but i have this feeling that something may change after my return.
i don't want that to happen...
i want us to be happy~
I'm really grateful and appreciate the fact that i have you by my side, and have you to love me~
you make me feel that I'm living and smiling everyday for a purpose, you make me feel loved.
you created happiness in me, thank you.
as many people say, we are very loving and sweet, and will last, i hope so.. i hope we can be the reality fairytale, when our love never dies~
but i'm afraid, our character will clash. in a way that what i like, is not what you like, and the way each of us behave may not be how we like~  and this may result in quarrels and fights... i dun want that to happen..
the worst thing about me is my mood swing, my temper changes very easily and i can be super unreasonable when i'm not in a good mood! and it is very irritating, just that you haven't experience it yet~
haha, and i can't tolerate certain things de, like not being sensible or responsible enough..
which then, i will nag like your mom...
bad eh~
haha,  i'm afraid we're not the right person for each other sia...
hope the love between us can cover any unhappines between us bah.
i really hope, i can be forgiving enough, hehe.
i love you, my sweetie (: