if only...

hey people, so long never post le~ haha. was quite busy with homework and dance. well, dance tapestry is arriving real soon!! (:
today had full-dress rehearsal in the morning~ was ok only bah... cos still got a little issues bout the timing and costumes~
ohya, xie yu is actually quite fun to hang out with wor~ haha
tmr going out with bryan, zhiyu, wesley, xiuqing, emily, jiayu, and weixuan(:
i did plenty of thinking for the past few days, and i realised i always have this thought " IF ONLY..."
here are some:
if only you are more outgoing...
if only you are more playful with me...
if only you would talk and joke with me more...
if only those words are for me...
if only you would treat me differently..
if only you are more brave....
if only you would just place your hand on me....
if only i can behave comfortably with you...
if only you're like him...
if only....if only everything could be if only...