when it just don't feels right

i noe i haven been posting for quite long....sorry~
k, lets start.
i dun remember and dun feel like posting what i have been doing these days, but i have alot to say. so bear with my nonsense~
last night was bad. i am so messed up.
the problem just lies with me~ he did nothing wrong lar. its just a game isn't it? i shouldn't have believe in anything. not even the slightest sentence!
since i am the one who start the game, i should be well aware of the rules! but i actually...actually thought that its the reality. ( I NOE I AM STUPID)
but everything came to an end last night. i finally woke up from that beautiful dream. I AM BACK TO REALITY.
i should have known it. how the hell is it possible for such a nice guy to fall for me? haha, i was actually so stupid to think so...
its just a freakin wishful thinking.
but i am okay~
cos i did not really fall for him lar. the reason why i was agitated was not cos i like him, but because what i kinda believed were actually all lies~
I DON'T LIKE HIM OKAY~
yes, i was touched, but i just have no feel for him....so... too bad~
haha
i am very foolish hor?
whatever,
not my freakin problem~
so, thats the end~
p.s: I WAN YEEHERN TO COME BACK QUICKLY!! I HAVE ALOT OF THINGS TO TELL HIM!!!!!
p.s: 原来都是梦....我好傻!