love is just not my game

Dreams will never become reality.
what you think will only remain as a thought. The reality will ruin it.
Rather than getting hurt, I would wanna be alone.
At least nobody is important enough to hurt and destroy me.
Love was never my game... I will just lose.
I am finally awake from that beautiful dream. Its time for me to grow up.
Who says a person need love to survive?
I don't.... at least not in the meantime...
I just need a break, a break from all my fantasies.
Anyway, nobody will be interested in me... so why go think that there's the possibility?
Don't treat me too well, or give me special concern, Unless you love me.
The more you hope, The more the disappointment is.
I'd rather wait for someone to tell me he loves me, than to tell him I love him. Cos I noe he will never love me.
My heart will be locked from now, until the right key unlocks it.
And once its unlocked, I will follow the key, until one day when we just don't fit, I'll let go.